I Am so Sorry
 
So little faith I have in You,
Can You only forgive me?
When times get bad and I get sad,
Then it's only You I can see.
 
I look at all the pain and frustration
and I just wonder why.
Why You just don't fix my life
to keep me on that  high.
 
I don't like thinking
that it's for my own good.
Or that satan is trying me
To see if I withstood
 
I come up wanting each time
I am tried
Why can't I hang onto my faith??
Why do I deny??
 
Help me oh God, not in my belief
but in my unbelief
To be strong in the trials
and not seek relief.
 
For in these trials
I grow the most
because I seek Your favor
and in Your glory I boost.
 
Help me oh Lord, when in the future
and I am going through trials and pain
to count it all joy
because in the end, I gain.
 
Again my Lord, I am sorry
Please forgive me, if you can.
Help me be stronger next time
and my faith in you to withstand.

by Susan

 

By Susan Robinson
Copyright 2003SusanRobinson